Stunned

Upon return from my vacation today, I was surprised and a little afraid to see a letter from the Archdiocese Tribunal. I knew it had to do with my annulment petition, and I wondered what it would have to say. I opened it with trepidation and was stunned to see that my petition had been answered.

What? How did that happen? It only took nine months, and it was in my favor? Really? I was, and continue to be, stunned. And thankful. I just reread the letter a few moments ago, and was interested to find that I am unable to get married in the Catholic Church until the final word from the Tribunal. I found that part laughable considering I don't have a relationship to lead to marriage. However, this is the event I've been waiting for. I truly believe that God has someone for me, and has been waiting for me to be free before He brings him to meet me.

I am praying that I am worthy of someone special, someone who will want to talk to me every day, to spend time with me regardless of what we're doing, and to share my Catholic faith with me. And if that person doesn't come along as soon as I like, I pray that I can find the patience to wait for him.

Thank you, Lord, for all your blessings great and small. I am thankful that the Tribunal ruled in my favor, and that I am now free to move forward with the rest of my life. Please give me the strength to be patient and await Your will. Please hold me steadfast in your arms when I am weak, and give me the grace I need to be ready when you send someone for me. I love you, Lord.